i do!
i have a few new swimsuits and i really love going, even just by myself sometimes, but i love the sun on me, it's so recharging.
I know, that's goofy
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i do!

Not goofy I lie out in my bikini and go to the beach alone to get some tan timeangryasshlyn wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:07 pmi do!
i have a few new swimsuits and i really love going, even just by myself sometimes, but i love the sun on me, it's so recharging.
I know, that's goofy

I tried it, i was very scared about my body image, i can post whatever online, but in public i'm always nervous!badkitty wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:11 pmNot goofy I lie out in my bikini and go to the beach alone to get some tan timeangryasshlyn wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:07 pmi do!
i have a few new swimsuits and i really love going, even just by myself sometimes, but i love the sun on me, it's so recharging.
I know, that's goofy

As I got older I mean past 50 I realized you have to be happy with yourself and your life, not what society wants or expects you to be. When I turned 50 it dawned on me that I had crossed well over the half way mark if not three quarters mark of my being on this earth. I know some say midlife crisis call it what you want. Until 50 you never think this road trip we call life has an end, well it had not occurred for me.angryasshlyn wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:20 pm
I tried it, i was very scared about my body image, i can post whatever online, but in public i'm always nervous!

TheButcher wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:54 pmAs I got older I mean past 50 I realized you have to be happy with yourself and your life, not what society wants or expects you to be. When I turned 50 it dawned on me that I had crossed well over the half way mark if not three quarters mark of my being on this earth. I know some say midlife crisis call it what you want. Until 50 you never think this road trip we call life has an end, well it had not occurred for me.angryasshlyn wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:20 pm
I tried it, i was very scared about my body image, i can post whatever online, but in public i'm always nervous!
I actually enjoy every day of my life now, I used to wear a suit and tie everywhere, I hated ties, always have ask any man, you shave and have to do that top button on your shirt, it sucks. I go to weddings, parties, dinner, funerals in a suit and shit, no tie that top button on the shirt is undone. Anyone doesn't like it I really don't care. I was never a morning person, I never set an appointment before 1pm now, I used to be the first past the light when it turned green, not any more. Call it getting old or what you like I don't do things as I used to I make every moment of the day count.
Why I rambled on is to say, you do what you feel good and want Ashlyn, not what others will think.
Peace


i was like that for a few years, and i was very body conscious , but now i strut around on the beach, and if you like it great, if you don't, you don'tTheButcher wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 3:11 pmYou are welcome Ashlyn just saying how my outlook on life has changed with time and now i live not get up run around go to sleep miss out on the day.
Peace.

This was 1) sexy 2) empowering, thank you for this perspective butcherTheButcher wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:54 pmAs I got older I mean past 50 I realized you have to be happy with yourself and your life, not what society wants or expects you to be. When I turned 50 it dawned on me that I had crossed well over the half way mark if not three quarters mark of my being on this earth. I know some say midlife crisis call it what you want. Until 50 you never think this road trip we call life has an end, well it had not occurred for me.angryasshlyn wrote: ↑August 13th, 2024, 2:20 pm
I tried it, i was very scared about my body image, i can post whatever online, but in public i'm always nervous!
I actually enjoy every day of my life now, I used to wear a suit and tie everywhere, I hated ties, always have ask any man, you shave and have to do that top button on your shirt, it sucks. I go to weddings, parties, dinner, funerals in a suit and shit, no tie that top button on the shirt is undone. Anyone doesn't like it I really don't care. I was never a morning person, I never set an appointment before 1pm now, I used to be the first past the light when it turned green, not any more. Call it getting old or what you like I don't do things as I used to I make every moment of the day count.
Why I rambled on is to say, you do what you feel good and want Ashlyn, not what others will think.
Peace






lmao here is canada we have to seperate for a year first before divorce